I dropped off the face of the Earth for a couple days. By choice but not coerced; I had to work. What should have taken no more than 4 hours took 20, and when that was done, I had another deadline to meet.
I am zapped!
What do I have to show all the work I have done?
I am richer in experience, in knowledge, in wisdom, and in reality.
Experience: new people, new dealings, new adjustments.
Knowledge: the topic was knew
Wisdom: you have to have faith the universe (transcendence, a higher being) to lead you where you have to. Doors close for a reason, dead-ends happens for a reason also.
Reality: the truth of the matter is, I question my position in life right now. Something is shifting. I made a career out of my passion and I am not as satisfied with it as I should be. True enough, I am not doing what I want to do in my trade, but it is still my passion. Something else whispers to me, but I don’t quite know its direction or its components.
With this said, I am not one to ram through doors, I would rather walk in a room when the door is opened.